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For anyone who cares... i wont be at school this week... im going to LA with my family...
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[15 Apr 2005|08:30am] |
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This has been the worst week of my life. Like it seriously has. My grandpa hasnt been doing so well...and ive talked to my family a lot and they knew he was going to be gone soon. When i got home from my swim meet in Napa on Wed my mom said, "jessica i need to talk to you" and so she sat me down and said your grandpa passed away today. It was so devastating, no one i have even been really close to had died. Jodys mom, and thats it. At first i didnt even cry, i didnt want to grasp the fact that one of the people who i care about so much has left my life. I sat in bed till my parents were asleep. Just laying there. Then for some reason i started crying soo much. I dont even know anymore. Life is just not good right now.
THen on thursday when i went to school, i looked like a bum...ok not really but i didnt feel like being pretty, so i just wore jasons pajama pants and whatever. Me and Kelly were talking and i knew it was gonna be a bad day, like i seriously knew something really bad was gonna happen. So after 3* me and kelly were in really bad moods. So lauren was gonna come pick us up. Julie came with us and we walked off campus and waited at monsoon burgers. They finally came and we went to taco bell and stuff. When we got dropped off we were walking in thro the pe girls doors..over by there. And as we step in the hall Linda sees us and is like give me ur ids. ( i didnt have mine )and so we tried to tell her our mom was just dropping us off food.. but eh she didnt believe it. So basically me and kelly got suspended for 1 day, and have to pay a ticket for daytime curfew violation.
And yesterday was mine and Jason's 2 months, and i couldnt even hang out with him because im in trouble. And today i have to clean helllla and then work all weekend at marine world. how not fun!
R.I.P. Grandpa (Joe Chaney)
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| One month... |
[14 Mar 2005|10:40pm] |
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Well today was me and Jason's one month.. it really hasnt seemed like a month.. but yea... he bought me a rose and some candy..and we went over to his house and watched movies (like we did one month ago :) ) and i feel asleep and he was watching me tweak... haha.. hes so beautiful and perfect... <3
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[01 Mar 2005|09:48pm] |
Today was wierd? I dont know.. my day was so blah.. life is like a drug? you have your ups and downs..your high's and your low's. Well i had leadship this morning but surprisingly it wasnt all that bad...then i was fine...until 4* and me and Jonathan had a deep talk? i usually dont talk to jonathan about much. but i dont know..we talked about he might have to move..and how his grandma is really sick.. and it got hella deep...and then i strated telling him about my grandpa and i got in tears... and he kinda just hugged me as i sat there.. i used to love that kid so much. head over heels, now hes just jonathan...but today i didnt look at him like such a bad kid...haha
Then tonight i went out with jason...and i was having hella fun... like it was perfect...then i got hella sad for no reason? he was liek you look sad whats wrong.. and i told him i wasnt sad..even though i was..for no reason? what the fack.. whatever though.
<3 <3 <3 Jessica <3 <3 <3
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[27 Feb 2005|08:15pm] |
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I saw the noteook for my first time.. im hella late..but i love the movie.. and tonight me kelly jimi and jason went to the movies and saw Hitch. everything is going so perfect with jason. i couldnt ask for a better boyfriend. <3
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[16 Feb 2005|09:14pm] |
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Today nothing much happened...swim..then jason picked me up at like 7ish..and we went to his house..chulled..then picked joe potter up...then went to Jodys... it was fun.
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| Valentines Day |
[14 Feb 2005|09:58pm] |
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Well this i think is the FIRST Valentines DAy i spent with someone special.. So i recoeved A dozen roses and a card on my front doorstep at 6:30am. THis Card said " I hope your valentines is wonderful. You could make mine wonderful by being my girlfriend" Love Jason Kirgan. I was like aww.. it was so cute. So yeah i have a boyfriend. Then after school and swim he picked me up at my house at like 6? And we went to blockbuster and rented movies and went back to his place and watched them.<3. Best Valentines Ever. ((i saw matt galli. lol Matt is dating Jason's older sis.. haha))
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| Great Weekend. |
[13 Feb 2005|04:10pm] |
Hmm i had a really good weekend...well thursday too..So Thursday i came home and i was suppose to babysit my brothers because my parents were going out to dinner (it was my moms birthday) but oth my brothers decided they didnt want to stay home with me.. so they went to thier friends.. i was fine with that. So i didnt have plans till 8.. cuz thats when Jason was going to pick me up. He picked me up an hour earlier. We drove around, went to his house to pick up the Green Day cd he got for me (<3) And i met his parents..We picked kelly up.. because he boyfriend wouldnt pick her up..and we went to CHevys.. we met Jody, Chris, Colby, Jeremy and Jimi there..Dinner was akward? i dont know how to explain.. Then Jeremy Jimi N Kelly left.. and Jody went with Chris and Colby.. so me and Jason drove around and visted erica...and wasted gas around fairfield..We met Jody at the movies at 12.. when her sis picked us up.. And i spent the night there..
Friday~ Went to the Concord Mall with Jody and her sis and her sis's boyfriend. Went to Scandia and rode go karts!. Got a bouncy ball.. haha. and ended up "going to a basketball game"..Lauren picked us up from Rod (in her BRAND NEW 05' Mazda..) and we went to Nick Estacio's (sp?) house... lauren had to take me and jody back to rod in like 30 min.. then i spent the night again at Jodys.
Saturday~Me and Jody went PAINTBALLING.. ok well we watched.. it was my little brothers birthday party...when we were watching i got hit in the face (well in the mask) with a pink paintball...haha..Then at 8 jason picked me up..from my house..and we picked up Jody from her house..and we went back to Jason's. I met his sister...whose really nice. Jasons parents were out of town so they had people over... people got kicked out like 2 hours later? Me and Jason watched t.v together till i had to be home... <3
Sunday~Nothing really..Went valentines shopping with kelly and her madre.. home...Jody came over for like 2 secounds..haha..
i DONT want to go to school tomorrow.. Jason is taking me out somewhere tomorrow? i dont even know..
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[28 Jan 2005|12:49pm] |
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Im on livejournal....thats odd....i never come here anymore... im thinking about brining mine back to life..but i dont know...
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[09 May 2004|05:41pm] |
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Im gonna start making my journal friends only.....so yeah....add me to your friends if you want to read my journal
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